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2006-02-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

Lots of feeling flooding over me right now.
At this point of time -
I feel so..
Lost
Helpless
Useless
Failure
I'm so sorry, i wish i could be there for you
when you're in trouble,
when you're feeling down
when you're crying
I want to be there to lend you my ears
I want to be there to lend you my shoulders
I want to be there to cheer you up
I want to be there to comfort you
There are so many " I want to ... "
But..
I don't know how =(
I just wish that you're alright.
That you ain't sad and ain't crying anymore
I might sound dumb here
but it's really coming from me.
I'm feeling so useless now, cos I can't be there for you
so Lost, cos i don't know how you are right now
so Helpless, cos i don't know what to do.
I'll be strong for you.
and you too.. be strong ok?
Cheer up =)

2006-02-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

Ok, This is real bad.
NCC boys Part A - 22 ! what is this ?!
Argh..
I was actually expecting more, like more then half of this number ?
anyway, we have to do with what we have right.
so yar, they came on tuesday, and yesterday ( friday) was their second training
it was fun though
tuesday, we did some icebreaker games and of cos admin work
and today they learnt abit of basics, well, they're not bad at it
and we had a game " murderer"
had no time, so we played a round, hope they enjoyed the short game
going to find more time for them to play, at least maybe a game before we end the day.
I think i'm also going to teach them cheers and so on. I hope i can =)

Whee, today (saturday) is Yan Ling's and Caroline engagement service. haha.
Can't wait to go. lols.

AS usual, school was boring and tired, well, now maybe i'm getting interested again
i hope so =)
Argh, next week there's so many test comin up, common test and so on! argh, making me stress
and this week end, i got one thick pile of homework!
how am i going to finish ? die la

Oh yea, i talked to someone about evolution this week,
shan't mention much.
but i think i should thank that person,
for the open mind and open heart to listen.
Continue praying, so that i can talk to more people about Christ.

And, i need to go out on one of these weekends too.
going to get something =)

SURPRISE FOR YOU =)

Aiya, haven been updating cos i'm just being plain lazy that's all
i've been quite lazy these few months,
just so tired almost everyday
haha.
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP and EAT EAT EAT
i'm so gonna grow fat soon! haha. YEAH!!
nth much to update though.
and i also duno what to update.

So yea, i think that's all for now,
i'll maybe update after the engagement service? lols.
Yeps, see you around =)

2006-02-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T BE BOTHERED BY YOU.
LIKE IT OR DON'T LIKE IT - T O O B A D

2006-01-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!
Today doesn't seems like a good day at all
though it is supposed to be.

I don't know why,
But,
I just feel so stress up.
Maybe is because of school work.

I couldn't take the stress anymore

I just feel like quitting school right now

instead of wasting another year in secondary sch

and end up failing my Os

which is quite a dumb idea.

Well,

I'll just try for a few more months

if it still continues this way,

I might just drop.

I'm kinda pissed.

I heard what you've done.

Keeping quiet doesn't mean i don't know anything

I just find that you're becoming more and more like him

well, i know i can't judge you.

and most importantly, i can't change you at all .

But, as a friend, i just want to advise you.

It's alright if you don't heed it.

I think maybe you're just getting the "not so right" influence.

I might just be talking nonsense.

it's my space!

and my views too.

(On the phone..)

Alright, I'll just stop here.
And just for your info, if u don't like what i said

or i offended you.
Then...
TOO BAD !

2006-01-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

Where's my GOLD UNIT ??
Why ?
The standard in our school has really dropped !
From Gold to Sliver !
What a disappointment.
Nice way of starting the first training today,
got scolded all the way,
well,
I should be gald that i'm in sec 5,
no more training for me!
Haha...
But,
still i want to see a GOLD UNIT in this school again !

Specially For You..

Friday faster come,

i just can't wait for friday,

hope nothing will go wrong =)

Argh, i'll be bored for the next few days,

be careful k ?
And i promise to keep the 4 instruction given by you =)
haha...

Anyway, that's all for now..
I'll continue to update later
See ya ...

2006-01-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i really want to walk up to you,
and really give you a punch in your face,
asking you to wake up.
You know what you've done,
even though the matter is over,
I really feel that i could address the matter to you.
By giving you a punch on you face.
Come on big bully, pick someone your age and gender.
I don't want to mention who you are,
but i guess you should know what you have done.
After so long, this matter still lies in my heart.
No, i don't hate you.
I dislike the way you're behaving, as if...
you are the strongest !
I've haven't say much yet, but when it comes to the limit
you'll get it...

Have been lazy to blog these few days.
Since I'm really free now, I shall take the time to blog.
Well, have been really moody these few days
I'm not really in good mood these days,
For some reason though.
Today, my day seems weird, everything doesn't feel normal.
Maybe because my phone was too quiet today.

For the past three days, we had Bible Conference
with Mike Redick from Gospel Light.
It's nice to hear a different voice speak once in awhile,
and we had youth rally today.
Mr Redick will be preaching for tomorrow again,
I just can't wait what he has in store for us.

(Gone Away for an hour or so..)

Back! Blogging again !
Yeps, I'm in a so so mood now, at least it was better now
Shan't go much into details.
Well, i hope as the days goes by, I'll get better
and forgive me for my crude comments/remarks at the beginning.

2006-01-11T12:47:00.000+08:00

R.I.P

D.E.A.D ???

2006-01-10T12:04:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!! RAINING AGAIN ...

Knock Knock ..

2006-01-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

Hey People ! I'm back again.
Well, Sorry for the late update, internet connection had been down.
It has been raining and raining, it makes me want to sleep.
According to the newspaper, it says it's going to rain for another 3 days !
OH NO.. !!!

Here's a brief update on what I've been up to lately =)

Argh, last night (Sunday) I tried updating my blog,
but i typed halfway, i went to sleep without switching off the computer
and to my dismay,
my mum had just shut down the com without saving the entry,
and now i have to type it in again. And she just switch off the main power
without shutting down the proper way, it resulted in my com starting up slow

School has just started again, it's fun to be back in school again,
to see my friends and so on.
But,
I'm still in holiday mood, lots of homework was done last mintue.
I'm tired in school nowadays, but i'm trying to sleep early everynight,
however, with the internet connection back on again, i doubt so.
Well, I just have to control myself in using =)

My parents bought a new car " Mitshibishi Colt " (Spelling error ?)
It's looks small and compact on the outside, but inside is like so big,
it's comfortable too. Though the colour of the car- red is striking. lols

CCA open house was on saturday, it was a really bad day, it keeps raining and raining,
as a result, we can't actually perform alot of time. Talking to the parents was fun,
telling them about NCC, but after awhile, it's boring.
Because we have to repeat the same over and over again! Like machine. Haha

This week ahead :

It's public holiday tomorrow! and yes! That means i get to sleep late.
But i guess i have to spend the whole day finishing up all my homwork
ARGH! HOMEWORK !
wednesday to friday, special guest speaker in our church, I looking forward to it !
Yeah!! hahas.

Alright, That' all i can think for now, i can't remember what excatly what i'm up too..

2005-12-21T00:37:00.000+08:00

Is it cool ?? LOLS

I'm B-A-C-K !

2005-12-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

BOO! I'm back here in SINGAPORE! Haha. Have been in Fraser's for the last 6 days, and it was really fun! Argh.. I'm really looking forward to go there again next year. Haha! So many great messages, fun, and lots of funny stuff happened! lols. Learnt many new things on how the Lord work in our life, and how to overcome things, so on and so forth.
Besides all these messages, and lesson time, there's another thing i really enjoy the most! Sleeping time! haha, so many funny things can actually happen while sleeping =) haha...
And there were bad times too, but yup, lets put the bad things behind me and think of those funny things happened ! haha
Tomorrow Canata! Yea...! Hope that everyone is ready for it and we'll trust the Lord of it yea ? Christmas is coming! And got my parts for the teen drama to memorise. hais... well, i'll try to memorise.
'N' Level results coming out this coming monday, i wonder how well i do ? I really don't mind if it's 10 points only, as long as i get to sec 5, i'll be contented already. =)
And ya, Evan. Gillmore and Mrs Gillmore leaving tonight, can't send them off, hai, well, Pray for a safe journey back for them too =) haha.. alright, that's all for now, needa go sleep, and replenish my energy, having canata tomorrow.. Bye peeps

Update Update !!!

2005-12-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

Wheee....!!! I'm here to update again =)

Sunday night was the VBS Christmas Programme, all went smooth i guess, except my class coming in late. Oh well, but we had our reasons and all made it through nice and well ! It's amazing isn't it ? The songs that we learnt during VBS are new songs to us, and yet, we actually manage to perform on sunday night. Alright, I'll try to get hold of some pics and upload it into my blog =)

Guess what ? Tomorrow is Fraser's Hill Camp!!! Yea! It has been long since i last went up to there, please pray for a safe journey going up yar ? I hope everything go smoothly, and everyone would just behave themselves =) hmmm... I can't wait to join my friends in church later, guess what? Some of them are already staying overnight in church, haha... I just can't wait to set off, and i'll be back with lots of stories and update. We'll be working hard up there singing our canata songs preparing well for it.. so many things will be going on

I'll keep up with my updates as soon as i'm back! See ya in 1 week time =) 'N' level results coming out soon...

BYE FOR NOW PEEPS !!!

Yaaaahhooooo !!

2005-12-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the last day of VBS, and it means that the performance is drawing nearer ! haha, though i'm not in the drama, i still can't wait to see how things would turn out, lets just trust the Lord of it. Hmm, this few days have been very fruitful, helping and teaching is VBS is fun! Today, i taught my first lesson, oo, i was nervous and afraid that i would just say the wrong things and give wrong info to the kids, but i didn't. haha..
And guess what! Next week is fraser's! YEAH ! haven been to fraser's for quite awhile, i wonder has things change. Haha, guess we gonna have lots of fun, fellowship, lesson, games and many more up there! I just can't wait for it to come! haha... I'm making my holidays fruitful! are you ? Hee, anyway N results are coming out soon, yup, continue to pray for me that I would be able to make it sec 5 yea ? Thanks =)

2005-12-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

Yea! I'm looking forward to everything! Next week is Fraser's Hill and I'm so excited for it! I guess everyone is same as me, excited too right ? Anyway, this week VBS has been a tiring week! So much work to do. But, nevertheless, I'm enjoying my work! Haha, it's so fun to be helping out in a class! And going around in the bus fetching others to church! haha, that's my job! lols. Anyway, the big thing about VBS is this coming sunday! The performance! haha, Haven been attending VBS for so long, and i miss the feeling of being busy! haha.. Ok, That's all for now, I'm just tired, Wanna be energetic for tomorrow's activites =) bye !!!

P.S - I'm enjoying all my work in church and having great fun and LAUGHTHER ! (Right Barney ? ) =)

2005-12-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

Saddest Days ... =(

2005-11-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

Haha! Finally I'm back here to update again! was kinda lazy the past few days, so yup. Here's updates of what i've been up to lately =)
Let's start from Sunday. Thanksgiving Sunday. Yup, it was great in the evening, with so many nice food on the table.Haha, had great fellowship too. Evan. and Mrs Gillmore arrived Singapore at 0010hrs. and yup, we went to pick them up. Melvin, JD, Barney and I decided to stay in church, so we ended up playing this game called " Mad Magazine" haha. It was kinda funny, it's like monopoly, but instead of earning money, you have to lose money to win. haha. And we ended up sleeping at 3am, well, not too late afterall. lols. During the night, we had some trio. JD,Barney and Me! haha, snoring trio.

After all the sleeping and waking up... It's Monday!

Yup, treated Evan. and Mrs Gillmore at Sakura. It was nice. Yummy! haha. And I was kinda shock to see Valerie there.lols, didn't expect to meet someone there. Hee, headed back to church and kinda decorate the church with some garlands.And went back home at 1630hrs to take passport, decided to go to JB to eat with them. Yea, so many nice food there too, I must have put on lots of weight, it was cheap too =) haha.

That's what I've been doing for the past 2 days.

Today, didn't go anywhere, cos was kinda lazy and wants to stay at home. but it was kinda bored at home, there's nothing to do online. Yea! Next week is VBS and i'm really really looking forward to it, i can't wait for the drama, the singing, the christmas program! Then following next week is Fraser's Hill camp! argh! so many exciting things coming up in church and don't forget, there's canata too, and teen drama and Carolling! haha, so many others =) It's going to be great fun! lols. But in the midst of all these, there's one thing, 'N' level results! I wonder how well I will fare. Let's just pray that everyone will be able to make it to sec 5 =)
Alright, that's all for now =) I'll try to update this blog as soon as possible. Haha. Good bye

2005-11-19T10:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm, haven been posting for sometime already. I just can't think of anything to post, nothing interesting going on yet. Maybe during the Dec. there will be lots of update on my blog =) oh well, school's over and is great! Finally! Well, this bridging programe was kinda boring, I just went to school for the attendence. lols, and slept in school everyday. haha.. But again, there's lots of holiday homework to be done, and the thing is i'm not even sure whether i'll be able to make it to sec 5 or not. lols
And yup, next week is grad. night, haha, feel kinda weird for NAs to go cause we are not even graduating. lols. well, i guess it will be fun too! haha. Anyway, thanks to rehana's father for lending me the blazer. haha, looks big on me, i mean the length. haha
and by the way, I think i've decided to go for Fraser's hill ! but that's provided that i've got money to go =( if not i'll just have to go to diver camp.hais, yup, i think this choice will have to disappoint many of my NCC friends,but.. yup, i think i prefer to go to the fraser's hill camp =) haha. VBS is coming up soon too. I just can't wait for it =) lols.
Alright, I think that's all i can think of it now.. yup, i'll update with the lastest ongoing in my life =)

2/3 Done

2005-11-12T11:04:00.000+08:00

Yippee... Medical Test completed. Chamber dive completed =) haha.. Yesterday went for medical checkup at sembawang camp early in the morning. Woke up early, cos i planned to take MRT. Then in the MRT i looked at the routes. Oh no, i can bus to katiab (duno how to spell) then take the MRT to sembawang. it would be so much faster. Yea, and in the end, I ended up there super early! haha..

Went for medical check up. Hais, low efficency la. Waited for so long before we could do anything.haha.. Yea, one of them was blood test. haha... so funny, I need to try twice, cos can't find my veins and not enough blood in me. Haha, some of them was scared of it. Hmm.. actually me too, but not that pain afterall.It ended up that both my hands turn numb. haha...

And the best of all ? the chamber dive. Well, it's not going underwater. it's putting us under pressure, let us have the feeling of diving. haha.. cool huh ? stayed in this cool and high-tech chamber. I almost couldn't take the pressure and my ear was block. Tried clearing it, but can't.. haha, almost wanted to give up. Then i blow harder. PHEW! Pop it went! haha... .

Here's a pic.. =)

Now here's a bad news.

After going through all these test, I don't even feel like going diver. haha, i want to go frasers and VBS. I want go church and help and learn and play and have fellowship and join the drama and the canata and so many many more things. argh... I'm still considering, i don't know what to do. Pray for me peeps, thanks. yup, it's cloudy, hope it's not going to rain =) hmm. alright that's all for now, can't think of anything else to blog. haha.. BYE !

1/3 Done!

2005-11-04T14:02:00.000+08:00

What a day! Rained early in the morning.Then still have to make my way to Tanah Merah. Waited for like almost an hour before boarding the bus to Changi Naval Base. Piang, all the way to that place, i was feeling nervous, don't know if i can pass not. haha...

Then came the bad news. It's CAT 1 and we can't swim have to wait again. Everything is moving slowly. Then came the first test. 200m under 6mins, sounds easy. But, some can't make it. lols. I was surprise that I manage to pass that, since after like 6 mnths or so have not been swimming! lols Next up, 25m underwater with a breath. Oh that came easy for me, have been practising that for a long long time. haha.. Then came my fear. Tower Jump, 5m, i was scare! seriously. haha, guess everyone had the same feeling.haha.It looks so high up. Oh well, manage to complete that, though i did two times of it. haha,first time i jump wrongly,second time i did it better! haha. Exciting isn't it? Yup, next is medical check up next friday. hee.

Anyway,

Yesterday was excellent,marvellous,wonderful,fantastic,awesome day! haha, went to pasir ris park to have some fun! played some team games and captain's ball lastly.woah! what a big crowd we had yesterday! haha.. and so much of fun!
Oh ya, Tanya's German Shepard is so so big! It looks so small the last time, and oh no, it has grown and it's firece.haha... so cool to be able to keep a German Shepard at home right? There's no need for a guard. haha..

Oh yea!

There's tracting today! I can't wait for it! haha... I can't wait to go door-to-door! haha. *SMILE*
Alright, Wills relax ya? Don't too stress! Same for you Gearld! haha.. Got to go guys and girls, haha... bye !

Totally Worn Out!

2005-11-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

Phew! Home sweet home! I'm so tired, was a busy day it was! But... it was FUN ! haha. Went to church to clean the church,there's so many things to do there.And there was so much fun and laughter. haha.. oh yea, we went bowling too at katong, after that we went to eat Katong Laksa! Argh! It was my first proper meal after 33hrs ? haha. Was busy sleeping yesterday that's why didn't eat. haha.. Yummy! Then we went to Taka. to take a look at what Caroline is doing there. Haha, it's some wedding planner thing.looks so cool! Everything there was decorated nicely. And now, here am i back home, with a nice shower,sitting infront of the com!
Haha,I'm sweating like water tap now. It's so warm! Argh,Can't take it anymore. Gonna on the fan to full blast today! haha...

Argh! I can't believe that I'm actually going to school tomorrow. Everyone is having holidays now, and we are still going school! I'm now in holiday mood! haha.. I'm enjoying myself everyday as if there's no school the next day! haha.

Anyway, I had fun today. I'm looking forward to the games on thursday! haha... I can't wait, I can't wait!!!

Oh Ya! Diver selection is this friday.I fax the form to HQ but wonder if they got receive it not. I fax it like so long ago, no one called me back. Aiya, I'll just go down on Friday to see how. =)

That's all folks! Now i got to sleep! Happy Holidays to those who are having them now, make full use of it. And enhoy the day ahead folks! BYE!

2005-10-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

LOOK HERE !!!

I'm so lost in what I'm doing
I'm trying to change
Yet..
You kept ruining my life
I want to forget the past
Let bygones be bygones
But..
I don't think this the problem
I'm too tired to be bothered by such stuff
Do what you want
I can't be bothered
Don't ask me what happen
I'm so lost too
These things kept bothering me
How I wish there's a stop button for me to press

2005-10-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

TIRED !!!!!!

2005-10-24T11:52:00.000+08:00

Oh no! I've lost the habit of blogging now! Maybe is because I'm too busy and kinda lazy too. Have been very tired for the past few days. Had little of sleep, and wake up so early everyday. Because school has started! It was great to be in school again, but kinda not use to school life, I guess I'm still in holiday mood. And guess what? I'm so excited for the new history lesson that we will be having! Mrs Tang went through the topics that we are going to cover by the first 6 months, and it's 10 topics! Though it would be kinda stress, but again I can't wait to learnt it. I think it's gonna be quite fun. Hee. Let's just pray that I would get to sec 5 and continue studying. Anyway, I'm glad that today we no need to go to school,because it's promotion day! And it give me the chance to wake up late. Haha, it has been a long long time since i woke up so late. hmm, i guess today would be another long day ahead.Later going to church with mel to clear up all the things again, before Mr and Mrs Ott comes back.There's a lot of things needs to be done.I'll be so tired again today.

And oh yes! Yesterday was mandarin sunday in church, everything is in mandarin, kinda fun! But during the morning service I like doze off every now and then, it's not becos it was boring, I took a drowsy medicine before leaving for church. And that's the effect! haha... The lesson by Professor Yap was just amazing! It catches my attention, it's about the history of the Bible, maybe it's because I like history that's why it got my attention. And i'm also learning that in my Sunday School! haha, history is just so exciting!

Anyway, I think that's all for now, gotta go have my lunch! Bye people!

2005-10-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

Hey! I'm offically back! at least for now =)

Today was the start of school again, wasn't quite in the mood to do things, haha.. Oh no, what a bad bad day today! It was a bad start! First of all, I woke up late, my maid thought I'm having holidays so she didn't call me to wake up. That's alright, then was suppose to help in the post-exams activities, the game was through halfway and it started to rain, so everything has to be cancelled! Then when i reach home, I realise I have a lot of miss calls and msg asking about church what time starting and the plans today. Next, I tried calling Mdm Devi about my application form for Diver, but to no avail. Then, I as a typical Singaporean started being kaisu, I fax my application to whatever Fax number i can find for HQ and emailed Mdm Devi. And I'm even planning to knock on her door to give it to her personally! Haha.. And now i'm suppose to be in church doing stuff but I'm still at home, it's raining so heavily.

But...

There's a good news, I just obtain a application form for this thing call Excercise Thunder Warrior in New Zealand. and is next yr, so if i can come back I can go, but that depends that i pass the interview and so on... haha, my next target - AIRBORNE ! haha.. I doubt so =) Let's just see.

Yesterday went to play badminton with lots of people. too many to mention la... haha, was fun! and had great fellowship, haha... Alright, i got to go to church soon, keep checking back.. BYE for NOW

MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD YET !

2005-10-17T16:36:00.000+08:00

Hey, I'm back here blogging again. Just for now only, have not been using the com for the past 1 month i guess, haha.. internet's down, and now i'm at melvin's house, so i took this chance to make sure my blog is not dead yet, haha... okie, my past one month has been alright, especially N levels are over and today is the second last day of the school break! I'm going back to school! I'm getting bored at home, have been busy in church for the past one week. I'm just glad that I'm able to go to church to help out. Currently, I'm learning the trombone from melvin, I'm still not familiar with it, well it takes time.

Oh yes, I'm will be going for diver course end of this year, I'm going to hand up my form tomorrow, but that's not confirm yet, I still have to go through the diver selection during the 1st week of Nov. i doubt i will pass after so long of not swimming, Aiya, don't care la, Just go for the selection for fun. It won't be easy to pass! haha.. but again, i hope i won't pass the selection test! I want to go to Fraser's hill and VBS! argh, that means that I can't go to diver. Anyway, i think that VBS and Fraser's hill is going to be more fun than diver. haha =)

MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD !
HAHA ...

2005-09-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps!!

Are You ready to go back to school ? I hope so! I can't wait to go back to school! I kinda miss the fun and laughter in school, the happy times we shared, the sad times we shared... Oh man, I miss it, yea, holiday has been a bit of boring cause I've got nothing to do except study and sleep, at least school keeps me busy with those work and at the same time fun too.. Oh well, there's also the bad thing of school reopening, it means more prep exams and studying, I don't mind, I'm having fun study with my friends ! I remembered the times when we are mugging at MAC at white sands preparing for our exams, yea, now I don't think we have to do that anymore, school is gonna be open at night, for people like us who needs a place to study. Some of them might ask, " Can study at home what " Yes, i can study at home, but without those entertainment. How can i study with entertainment ? Can u? No way for me... At home, there's my COM, my only sole entertainment at home and my bed.. How can u resist those ? Yea, sometimes I can, but how about those loud TV noises? Phone ringing ? Studying out at Mac could be real bad too, but at least it's a study group and you have your friends to help you with your studies,Anyway I'm thankful for my friends who study with me, they help me along and at the same time we learnt new things. =) Oh yea, back to the point... I can't wait to get back to school!

Hmm...

Yea, I was busy with church powerpoint for the past 3 days, have been sleeping late cos of the powerpoint... Oh well, it's a service to the Lord and Church, I don't mind helping, I get experience on how to do it.. Quite fun but stress though, especially since I have not touch Powerpoint for so long, so kinda rusty, needed some warm-up, have been in church doing the slides and doing it at home too.. Today Mr Ott goes through the powerpoint, ARGH, a few colour clashes here and there, a few mistakes and aglinment here and there. Haha, not bad though for the first time! Everyone says it was a great job done, but I jus feel that Mel does better then me with more pictures and he does it a lot faster then me, I took 1 and 1/2 days to complete 1 and I got two, I think by a few hours he can finish already, right Mel ? haha...

Friday, Saturday and Today (Sunday) was great, had fellowship with them, we had all kinds of jokes, all kinds of stress and fun! haha.. We are just like one big family! Having fun together! And it open me up too, I think I'm no longer as quiet as last time in church, now I kinda dare to open my mouth and speak up... haha! Dee went to took photo today for her I/C and she was asking us for advice on how to look, so I smiled for her and she say I look funny! Oh, how funny can it be? Then they started making fun of me during choir on how scary I look cos I was tired! Hmm... Old habits die hard yar? haha... Oh ya! Today! Was the most embarrassing moment! Before dinner, I carried flowers to the fridge and I don't know what thing was it that stain on my white shirt, it was yellow in colour and I sort of guess it came from the flowers, so I went to wash, then OH NO! It smudge! arghh,, from a few small patch I made it to one big yellow patch and JD said it looks like cat pee on my shirt.. And I have to walk around that in a coffeeshop? Haha... So paiseh!

There's a BIG NEWS

Mrs Ott will be coming back on Wednesday after midnight, which means early Thursday... Hmm, and Mr Ott says the church is in bad shape and she has got lots of work to do to get thing back in order! Oh, I can't wait to see how she looks like, I haven seen her for so long, i think at most twice since i came back to church and she left for U.S!

Hmm, I've got a feeling that history would repeat itself... I hope not! What history? My history about somethings...

Yea, I think that's all about it, What has been happening during holidays those fun and joyous time i shared with my friends in church... And not forgetting! The Sermon given by Mr Ott, Oh man, it was just great, it made me understand more that, we are not saved if all we do is to pray and confess our sins... We need to have fellowship with God. So what does fellowship means? It means having communion with God! If we just pray for forgiveness of our sins and not to accept Christ, then it would just be called a sinner prayer... We need to walk with the Lord and to accept Christ and not just asking for forgiveness! Oh great message.. by Mr Ott! And I found something useful... Christ died for everyone of the World, it just matter if we want to accept him as a saviour or not! If we accept him as our savior and have fellowship with him and to walk the way Christ walk, then we would be promised with eternal life...!
If you are interested in knowing Jesus, and wanting to know more about him, tell me, and I'll bring you to church and to learn more!

Alright, that about it now... I guess I have to get ready for school tomorrow, though I've not quite done with the holiday homework, glad that there isn't a need to bring books cos we are going through prelim paper... !

Good night peeps, have a nice mundane monday tomorrow!!!

Back to BLOGGING !

2005-09-09T03:35:00.000+08:00

Ok, here am i blogging once again. It's 3:35am Sep 9 2005 ! And I'm still awake ! haha.. how can this be, my sleeping time are all messed up! Tuesday to Wednesday, I slept a total of 17 hours! And Wednesday I didn't sleep, I slept at Thursday 7am and now... Thursday night I didn't sleep! lets see what time I'm gonna sleep! Yesterday morning ( thursday morning) before i slept, i ordered Big Breakfast delivery service! haha... Quite cool to be delivery to my house though I have to pay 2 bucks extra... haha...

Reason why I slept so late because on Wednesday I slept 17 hours, so i was quite hyper and was online till 7 plus... And now I'm sleeping late again because I just finish helping Mr Ott doing the powerpoint slides, it makes my back hurt! Well, it's not quite done yet, I did two sets, lets see which will he choose, there's difference. haha.. Yea, went to church today and followed Mr Ott for calling.. went to nicole's house and had bible study there with her grandma.. was kinda tired, since i slept so late the night before. I was suppose to go watch movie with my parents before going to church, but again.. i was not interested in watching movie, movie just seem so boring to me, no no, i mean going to cinema, i rather wait for the disc to come out and watch it in the comfort of my own house! Right ? haha...

Oh yea, I'm left with a few hours of sleep, before I've to make my way to church again.. haha.. I don't mind doing, it's just that my neck hurts alot, maybe is due to the way i sleep and the time i sleep ! Guess i gonna wear specs after this holiday, have been online everyday, and my eyes are gonna be damage!

Anyway, holiday are going to be over now! I can't wait to go back to school! i missed the fun and laughter in school, not going to school had made my life boring, at least going to school keep me busy with the work in school! right ?

Alright, I think that's all for now! My mind is too tired to think of anything else already... ! I'll add on if i can think of any... Oh ya.. Jo's birthday is today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA !

2005-09-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

My Lanyard!

NUMERARIES ALL THE WAY!!!

GOLD AND WHITE LANYARD!

2005-09-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

I'M GETTING FED-UP

I'M GETTING FUSTRATED

I'M SHORT TEMPERED RECENTLY

DON'T ASK WHY?

CAUSE I DON'T KNOW TOO!

WHY AM I SO STRESS ??!!

AARRGGHH .... !!!!

ARGH! 'N' Level !

2005-09-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

Haiz, This two days N level day!

What can u except from me?

Nothing much la..

Was quite difficult during compo

cause i ran out of ideas,

yea some people said that chinese is easy,

to me, is a no no,

i find it so difficult,

maybe i never study?

I did some reading

last night on the handbook

and this morning went to school

to look through the format for letter writing,

Oh well, it's still the same.

Hmm, paper two was slightly easier,

especially the compre part,

not much of new words even if have,

i also anyhow guess and it sounds correct to me. haha...

This few days have been busy

preparing for Social Studies,

I'm gonna score well for that!

Have been studying very hard for it,

and I hope whatever I've studied

would come out tomorrow!

Went mugging through the Social Studies

at Mac, was there with Fadhil at first

and later he went to tampines,

so i was left sitting there alone

concentrating very hard on what

I'm studying and reading through everything again!

Oh well,

after that went to the hospital,

to see my grandfather,

he has low blood pressure

and was being admitted to the hospital

just this morning.

And now here i am,

sitting on my chair, blogging. I

'm not going study for SS now!

I'm going crazy over that!

Argh,

guess i missed the fun

of going to JB!

They are in JB now,

enjoying themselves

while here am i

mugging through my books!

oh well,

tml is the last paper

i have for this week!

I don't know what I

'm going to do for the long break,

I mean long break

inbetween the papers tomorrow,

the first paper ends at 8 plus

while the next paper starts at 2!

what am i going do ?

study or come home and sleep ?

I don't know!

Anyway,

I hope that this N level would finish fast!

I can't wait for it to be over!

Yea!

I'm happy for tomorrow!

Why?

Because i'll be going to NCC!

wearing my No. 4 with dust collected on it!

I'm going for my lanyard presentation! f

rom white and red changing to gold and white!

haha..

I can't wait, I can't wait!

All right, N level Peeps out there,

best wishes for tml's paper k ? Ciaoz!

Yea! Com Back In Working Conditions

2005-09-04T04:05:00.000+08:00

Yes! This is so great! After so long, my com is back to working condition! Proper working condition. Thanks to Melvin, he guided me through the whole process and even lend me the format dics! Haha.. Anyway it feels funny to have a working condition com! Used to that Spoiled desktop! Gonna post the photo when I'm free to show u the spoiled wan! It looks so funny! haha.. Anyway, it's 4 plus in the morning and i just finish formatting plus installing plus getting use to it. Feeling great, now after this, I'm gonna study! read through SS, i think i'm not gonna sleep for tonight, later still have to go to church! haha.. lets see how i suffer! lolz...

Anyway, N lvl is just tomorrow and I'm not even prepared for Chinese. I don't like chinese, I'm just gonna learn the format for the compo and just read through the textbook, there's nothing else i can do!

Hmm, had a pleasant surprise from my mum, she bout me a jacket for my birthday present which i can put to go use on monday! haha... Thanks! Alright, I'm gonna study! Pray for me ! thank peeps !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ! haha

Deep Deep Trouble !

2005-09-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

I'm in deep trouble! Oh no! N level is coming and I'm still online! argh!! What to do? I'm gonna read through SS and make some notes on it.. Chinese, what should I do? argh... I've got no notes, nothing! practically nothing for me to study on! argh.. I'm gonna dig out all my thing i bring to church to study later when I have the time!

Anyway, yesterday went to church, more than what i expected turned up, JD told me he was not going, and in the end he change of plan, he went, cos he found time for it. It was great to see delanie in church too. After so long of tracting, it's the first time i see her in church on Friday. Haha... But last night we didn't go tracting, instead we went visiting at the CGH. Jessica and Lydia is in hopsital because of the dengue fever. Cheryl was also inside too, but was discharged already. Gonna pray for them. Hope to see them in church again and the Lord will lead them through the road of recovery! Hmm, poor Jessica, same as me, her N level is also this coming week and she's being admitted to the hopsital. Oh well... Just pray for them uh?

Last night slept quite late, was helping mel to do the ppt slide, and waited for him to reply my msg till 3 plus cos i wanted to send to him the file! and guess what? he doze off leaving me here waiting for him! haha.. nevermind, was quite tired, then i went to sleep till now! I just woke up less than 30 mins! haha, what a pig! ZZZZ

Ok, since now i've got the time, i'm just gonna do a bit of study before going to church! =) at least i do something! ciaoz ~

2005-09-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Wasn't expecting this.. Thanks Jansen and Longzhen, Gavin and Marie. Went to school this morning with a sleepy face. Was quite tired and my eyes couldn't open up. Went to the hall after morning assembly had a N level briefing for this monday. Sounds scary! haha... Dragged my feet backed to class. didn't want lesson to start, feeling sleeping. Was standing at my seat stoning when Jansen came up to me with this bright orange plastic bag, and left it on my table. I was wondering for what he put it on my table, is it mine? haha... It turns out to be my birthday present from Jansen and Longzhen thanks guys!

Today the day passed quite fast, i kept having the mindset that today was just monday. haha, nevermind... Walked home with hafiz from 4/9 we talked a little, caught up with each other. And I went back home.

Sleepy me, went to sleep straight away, till just now. My maid called me wake up saying that two friends are at the door, I was like wondering, is she bluffing me to wake me up? or am i dreaming? Quite half-asleep, i walked to the door, First thing i saw was gavin and later marie, I was like " huh? they managed to find their way here ? " haha... was kinda surprise to see them at my door step. haha.. Anyway they too gave me a present! Thanks alot...

THANK YOU JANSEN,LONG ZHEN, GAVIN AND MARIE

Hmm, after this going to church for tracting, JD not coming along, he just moved house and have to clear up things. Oh well, nevermind. At least melvin is there, I hope jacinta and ru will be going to. Don wanna do a whole block with only 3 person it will be tiring...

I think i gonna reformat the com tonight, if mel brought the dics. Anyway, Thanks Mel ! he made the effort to teach ppl like me a computer dumb on how to reformat com and even typed out the steps for me. Haha... so kind of him..!

Ok, that's all for now...! Got to go get ready to go church! See ya peeps! Happy Holiday and Happy Weekend! Best Wishes to those sitting 'N' Level !!!

2005-09-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

Haiz, such a long day today, went out with Melvin, Edwin, Ru, Claudia, Elsie and Delanie, went to play badminton, Met them at mac today and walked to the sports hall, was like raining so heavily, was having a headache after that and no mood to play, instead i sat there doing nothing for two hours! kinda lame right, i was wasting my own time there. Nevermind, it's alright, went to eat at food court after that and headed for Melvin's house, ended up fighting on what show to watch, in the end we settled for kingfu hustle, though i watch it before, but it's alright to watch it again, haha. Watch finish quite late liaoz, then wanted to visit lydia at the hospital, but didn't go, went to tamp and had our dinner, and here I am back home. Gonna study later, at least read through the SS if not I'll be dead.

And yea! Weekend is here again! tomorrow is friday and we are going tracting! haha.. Can't wait for it, can't wait to talk to people tomorrow. Haha... Oh yea! my birthday coming this sunday, argh, what's the point of having a birthday? Hmmm.. guess it's not gonna be special at all... =( oh well, it's alright, used to it can le.. anyway, i got to go, see u guys in school! Bye Peeps!

Whats Wrong With Me ??

2005-09-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

There's no school today because of teacher's day, gonna stay at home and so nothing maybe? or should i go out with mel ? I don't have the mood to do anything, yet I don't want to leave them alone. I think i should be going out with mel gonna do some sports.

Exams are coming, and... I don't know la, what on earth do I want? I need to study, with who? I need help, from who? I don't know, again, it seems that my life is being jumbled up. My lifestyle is so different now. I mean not now, since a long long time ago. I've been busy with something everyday, but what is the busy thing? I don't know. What am I so busy with? Everyday I seem so tired, why am i tired? I also don't know. It really seem to me that I'm really busy, but if i'm busy how can i be blogging here right? Last Saturday morning, Fadhil asked me to print things for him and now the thing is still not done yet. Maybe the prelim exams time has mixed up my life. Talking about prelims, N level Exams are next week, I don't know la! Please someone help me! So many things being bottled up, does anyone know how I'm feeling? I'm feeling stress! about what? I don't know! I just feel like sleeping and sleeping all the way, putting aside all my stress! I need a break, no! I have enough of break! Someone save me please!

Sometimes, I sat down and thought, and i came to a conclusion, I've changed! I think that I'm not the edison I used to know or you used to know. Life is hard, the journey through life is really tough. How often does things goes your way? Not very often. In class, I think I've become more quiet with my views and the things i wan to say. I just sit back and listen. I feel myself out of the class. where are all my friends? I know that they are right here, but where?

WAIT!

What I am stressing about? What do I have to be worry about? The Lord will provide everything I need for. All I have to do is to concentrate on my studies right? That's what I'm gonna do. Praying to him letting him know what we need. peeps, I need a prayer. Help me please... Thanks peeps

2005-08-31T20:46:00.000+08:00

It all seems so wonderful till now... was it just a dream on my part ? I don't know what to say, I just feel that I've lost a part of me. I just feel so lost, I broke down and kept punching my fist against the wall asking what's wrong and trying to find a solution. I was given time to sort things out on my own, fighting against my own mind. YES! I know what I want, I know what I want to do. It was all perfect till now, I've waited long, and yes, I would be willing to wait again. I don't know! I feel so upset and disappointed, if its just a dream, and yea, I wish I wouldn't need to wake up! I really wished everything could be all over again. ARGH! Please, maybe things can be all over again? I'll trust the Lord for it. See where He guides me to...

2005-08-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

Finally! I found time to update my blog. Had been busy for the past few days with studies and church stuff. Didn't have time to update my blog cos almost every night i reach home late. And yes, today prelims are over and tomorrow I no need to go to school! That's why I found time to get online and update my blog! Just gonna sum up everything on Saturday, Sunday, and Today (monday)

Ok, saturday went for NCC Day Dinner, did't have the time to stay for church time which i've been waiting for the whole week long! I missed the games and the fellowship we had. Yea, dinner was fun too, met old friends there and saw someone unexpected! It was SAIDI! I wonder what is he doing there with tie and long sleeve! haha, he look so cool! Anyway, that day the dress code was formal, there's the reason for him wearing that. Yati went too, and you can't expect what she wears! she wears a skirt and puts make up, its the first time i see her in skirt outside school with makeup! haha, it looks funny but nice! The dinner was abit of boring at first, soon things got warmed up and everyone was gathering together taking photos of the wonderful memories. Yea, and we too, took some PRCS photo there, gonna upload some of the photos soon, haven receive the photos from my friend yet.

Sunday was bad. Didn't stay for evening service, had to go home and rush for today's prelim, wasn't well-prepared for. Went to mac at white sands and started rushing all my work, cramping everything into my tiny brain, which memory was almost full. In the end we studied abit and we went home, wasn't fully used! Reached home and continued studying all by myself which i think wasn't as effective as i thought to be. Gave up at last. Only did studied for History and touch abit of chem.

Today, as usual, a mundane monday for me, having monday blues, my brain memory seems limited, getting old and can't remember so much things right now. STM! This morning couldn't wake at 5 which I planned to, and resulting in Ber. not waking up too. Sorry... Anyway, went to school, rushed through my History, did some last mintue revision. Then Joshua came with a calculator, I was like, "OH MAN" forgot to bring for chem. In the end also no need to use. Haha.. kan jiong me. History was real bad, i practically forgot everything for MCQ, tried using my memory, it was so difficult, not gonna do last mintue work again! Chem was worst, organic chem didn't come out! that was the most easy topic on the book! and it didn't come out. Went out with ZC to buy somethings for teacher's day. I think it's nice! And i like it! haha... it's special ! haha...

ARGH, 'N' Level is just a week away! It's a day after my birthday, first paper falls on Agnes birthday! Need prayers... Gonna trust the Lord for it, He will guide me and I know He never fails. At the same time pray for Willie too! He receive a letter from BJU already, Pray that his application is successful.

Tomorrow is Melvin's and Delanie's birthday. I think so! haha, gonna wait for 0000hrs and be the first to wish them, haha!

Continue to update into my blog and check out the photo's I loading soon! Nice food, Nice Picz ! Chillz~

2005-08-26T13:12:00.000+08:00

And once again, its weekend!!!

Yea! How happy can I get?

Extremely ~!

And is time to go to church again, yea!

Haha... Did I sound like some small kid ?

But, I really can wait for church time !

I can't wait for tomorrow,

those lesson, games and dinner!

arghh.. Hurry hurry come !

Oh no!

Tomorrow I think I can't stay for games and dinner! =(

have to go for NCC Day Dinner in the evening..

argh!

Oh well, nevermind,

who knows last mintue I decided not to go?

lol, me and my flicked mind!

One mintue say I'm going

and another mintue I'm not going, haha..

But wait!

That does not happen

when I'm going to church,

once i say i'm going, I'm really going...! =)

And I'm going for tracting later,

hopefully people would turn up for tracting...

And yea, finally after 3 days of stress,

I'm gonna take a break,

well not a long break,

maybe just for today? T

hen I'll continue with my studies tomorrow.

Hopefully!

The past few papers was quite difficult,

because I didn't really prepare myself well!

And monday is Chem and History,

argh, I'm so stress!

Chem I like don't know anything and history, there's so much to learn!

Hmm, past few days went studying at Mac.

and after that we went to play at the playground,

Oh how I remember those childhood moments

when we ask our parents to bring us to the playground.

Haha...

Ok, I think I should be going to my grandma house,

haven visit them for quite sometime.

Maybe I should just drop by at her place to visit her...

then after that go to church...

Not a bad idea! Well, that's all for now,

Update more on the next entry !

Happy Weekend!

2005-08-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

Alright, lets make this entry short, sweet and simple.
Gonna just sum up everything that happened today,
I'm lazy to go into details.

Today's paper was so so,
not too difficult and not too easy.
Just a So so.
Yea, we finish our paper at 1215
and was suppose to go home,
but we didn't we went back to class,
and wanted to give Ms Khor
a birthday surprise in class.
But, our plan was spoiled by a teacher.
He asked what we were doing there,
still in shock because he sounded firece,
we just said that we were
waiting for Chemistry Lesson.
He told us to go to canteen and wait,
so we went. Then all of the sudden,
he call us to the tower,
he found out that we lied to him
and was so angry that he chased us
out of school.
But, in the end,
we still managed to celebrate
the birthday at the void deck.

Went to study after that,
couldn't get anything into my head!
feeling kinda stress with so much of exams
and last mintue work!
I'm not gonna do last mintue work again!
Managed to remember somethings
which I've learnt before,
hopefully it will be useful tomorrow. =)
thought i was gonna walk home alone,
cos the rest had left the mac,
and i decided to call Fida
and she's still at the playground,
met her and the rest there,
played swing! ( It was fun! ) while playing,
we test each other physics formula.
Hmm, at least there's something
we know for tomorrow's prelim.
Walked and talked at the same time,
sounded emotional. Hmm, chill guys... !

And yes,
Here I am sitting in my comfortable chair
and had a comfortable bathe
and gonna have a comfortable sleep now...
Good Night Peeps! Chill ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS KHOR & J.D

2005-08-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

Stress! Prelims is starting tomorrow! Argh~! Getting afraid of it, i think i've not fully prepare for it, although i did study just now. But again, the confidence is not in me! Oh well, there's nothing to be stress about. Pastor Ott said during his lesson during the evening service " It's a sin to be controlled by anxiousness, stress, worry ... etc " Hmm, we chirstian do not need to be worried or stress about anything, cos God is there for us and will provide what we need for us and will guide us. We should trust in Him! Right ? Yea, anyway, Best wishes for tomorrow's prelim, take it as a 'N' Level and excel in it k peeps ? Alright, sleep early guys, good night dudes!

2005-08-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

Yea, got a surprise from Mr Razak today! He gave those who had made significance contribution to Pasir Ris Crest NCC unit each a dogtag with our names on it. I guess it's very expensive! Liked to thank him for the tag. I've uploaded some pictures on the Dogtag at the photos section. It's nice and stylish.

2005-08-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

Yea! Getting into the swing of things! Getting myself motivated to study for prelims. Since I like to play the computer and I want to study, I've decided to use the computer in aid of helping me to study instead of play, and it proves success for now only. Haha =) Hope that this would continue to help me in my study.

Today pass quite quickly, *ting* and monday is going to be over soon! Haha, and it will be tuesday tml and wednesday ! argh! Wednesday, start of prelims. Hmm, not quite well prepare for the exams yet. Now trying to rush through everything, this what i get for doing last mintue work, such a bad thing. Nevermind, I'll take it as a revision for 'N' lvl too! Today stayed in school waited for the survey, then after that they say cancel, so all went home, but some of us stayed in school to play truth or dare was quite bored, and they were waiting for their A maths lesson and some of us don't want to go home yet, so we played, help us to interact with one another, haha!

Ms Khor's, JD, birthday coming up this wednesday and Melvin's Chinese birthday. Hmm.. So many things happening on wednesday, this wednesday also marks the start of my exams. haha..

Ok, That's all for now, can't think of anything to write on today... Keep following up =)

2005-08-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

My "Ice Cream" to Claudia, she requested for this!
Manufactured by : No-side John

2005-08-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

Came back from church early today, thanks to JD dad. Send me home today, cos i was quite tired and don't want to stay for dinner. Plan to come home and study, my guess my plan is gonna fail again! haha... Gave JD some sort of surprise today, we shared some money and bought him a leather shoe for sunday, and he likes it alot. =) His birthday is coming right up on wednesday.

Today time seem to fly fast. Had great time in church, and well, i guess i won't see them till next weekend again.. hmm =( Great news today! I went tracting today at simei and the first house I went, the lady is interested in knowing God and coming to church!, how great is that? no is not great, is WONDERFUL ! Pray that she's really sincere about coming to church.

Another WONDERFUL thing I've got to share, both of my sister went to church today! How wonderful! Pray that they will continue to keep faithful in God's word.

Hmm, was talking to yati, and she was telling me what they did, argh, paintball, flying fox... guess i missed the fun. The target was 150 yesterday but only 125 peeps went, so i guess i'm not the only one who did not turn up. what if yesterday the no. of peeps was 149, then i didn't turn up, haha, that will be so great cos i spoil the target, haha... so bad of me! lolz... Next week should be going for the NCC Day Dinner, hope so! I wanna go, but don't know if i got the time to go not. Trying to make time for it.. =)

Backed to school tomorrow, a mundane monday again! argh, having monday blues... haha, well exams are coming right up on wednesday, trying to get myself into studying. And 'N' level is coming in 3 weeks time? first day of sep holidays. YEA ! Which means my birthday is coming right up! A day before the first paper. Oh well, It will still be the same day on that day, nothing is gonna be special... hee!

Ok, that's all folks, Study hard for your exams k ? Best Wishes.. =)

2005-08-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

Backed from church, what a tiring day! Had so much of fun and laughter. Bry went MIA today, didn't come for yesterday and today, wonder what is he doing? Studying? Hope so =) Sharmain didn't turn up for church too, it seems so long I haven seen both of them, well, praying for them! Yea! Was glad that Ian turned up to church today, everyone was surprise to see him, maybe it was because of the tracting we did 3 weeks back? Well, it shows that our effort has been paid off, PRAISE THE LORD! Pray that he will continue to come to church =) great to see him around, the funny thing is that alot ppl say I and him looks alike. Maybe because of the height and the skin tone. But he's taller than me and he can play the saxaphone! cool huh? lolz... As usual, Captain Ball was fun! Had so much of fun laughing during games because I was too tired to jump for the ball. And yes! Tomorrow the men's are singing, pray that it will turn out well! =)

Yea, and this morning went to school, had chem and physics, was so hungry that I went for a big lunch at the coffee shop. Saw Long Zhen there, and she forgotten there was an extra lesson. Well, it's alright, it's non-compulsory anyway. Haha, had so much of fun during the lessons with all the jokes and stuff. At least we learnt something today instead of joking all the way.

I think I miss a great deal of activites in HQ today for the Supernumerary gathering because I went to school, hoped they have fun! Yati, update the the fun you all had! lolz... I want to know, regretted that I never go, oh well, nvm, it's not that important anyway. Haven been to a Supernumerary lesson for a long long time! And i guess the next lesson i also won't be able to go because the next lesson falls on the same day as my first 'N' Level paper.

PRAISE THE LORD! A great news came when I was blogging! My another sister is going to church !!! WOOT~! Hope she really mean it... !

Yes, i think that's all for today... gotta rest already, i'm tired... Bye! *yawn*

2005-08-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

Argh, such a great disappointment today! Was looking forward to today's PE lesson and in the end we did nothing because of the weather, we sit there and talked all the way, was a waste of time. Have been waiting for today for a long time already, and is the last PE lesson we gonna have for now, because next week is prelims and following is 'N' level already. So I don't think gonna have the time to play anymore.

Oh well, trying to get into the revision mode for prelims and 'N' level, have been trying hard to start. Praying that I will be able to get going with my revision. Got a table specially for studying and I hope it will help. It's something like my personal desk for now. =) Trying to make it a point to stay back in school to do some self-study, at least there's concentration there, unlike at home where there's so much of distraction

My young cousin is staying over at my house since yesterday, since primary school do not need to go to school because of the PSLE Oral, since when in my time we no need to go school because of PSLE exams? The education system is just changing every year. She made the house more noisy with all her screaming and shouting. She's a little coward, because a little things she start screaming although she big in size. Don't think I could get her to church this coming sat cos she is going home tomorrow.

Haven make up my mind if I should go for the gathering or the school extra lesson, I want to go to both, but I have to chose one as both is happening at the same time. yes, I know I should study, oh well, maybe I could give it a miss for the gathering, but again, the activites in the gathering seems attractive and fun to me. Argh, I think most likely i'm going for the lesson! haha

There's much discontentment going on in my class, because of a teacher's teaching. We are not questioning her profession in teaching. But, we want to learn what we think we are weak at. And no, I'm not saying we are already perfect in SS , but we just think that Geo. needed some revision. Told Ms Khor about what's happening in class and let her have a better understanding of things in class =)

My deepest consolence to Fadhil, his grandfather passed away today. Mr Singh came looking for him in class, with a sense of urgency in his voice, and zoom, went Fadhil the next thing. Hope He'll get over soon...

Haha, this morning, a group of boys was caught for cutting botak, think they are protesting over somethings. They look like a bunch of recruits from Tekong. Since they cut already, what can the school do? Ask them to paste back? Oh yes, after more than a month of keeping my hair, it finally touch my eyes and hoping that I don't get caught for it. Both my fringe and back seems long,

Yea! Tomorrow is Friday, the week is drawing to an end. Praying that tomorrow there will be people turning up at church for tracting. Tracting is fun to me, get to tell people to come to church and so on... Can't wait for tomorrow! Wonder if bry will go not, he said he will turn up, but later last mintue " sorry, change of plan.... " haha! Haven got to msg JD yet, wondering if he going not, gonna do it by tomorrow afternoon. Tried talking to Jian De about being a chirstian and trusting the Lord, but he turned away. Such a disappointment. Really praying for him everyday that he will accept Jesus as a Saviour. Hmm, Men's going to sing this coming sunday, pray that there will be enought tenors to sing.

Yes, and I used Photobucket to upload some pictures at the side. Click on it for a larger image, more coming up soon!

Ok, I think that's all for this entry, actually I've nothing to blog on, but I just write and write till it turned out to be this long! Haha... Ok, That's All Folks !

2005-08-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

Yes! Changed my blogskin, was tired of the other skin. Went to www.blogskins.com to check out some nice new skin, wanted to keep it simple, but couldn't find any. So i decided to use those in Blogger, Yes, it is simple... but I like it! Anyway, like to thank Yati, for helping me to put the photo in, even in the end still can't put to the place where it was suppose to be. Looking forward to this weekends, can go church! and next week is prelims, and I haven even study... Oh well, trying to get myself into the swing of things... Ok, I think that's all for today, bye dudes

2005-08-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

Alright, today's entry is not much about me, and is rathermore about TV. Well, this is my blog, if you are offended, then I think you should click the "X" at the top right hand corner of your windows.

ok, I managed to catch "potraits of home" and "IT" on channel 8 and 5 respectively. Was watching halfway when alot of questions came to my mind. And I would like to share with you all.

Have you ever wondered.... ?

Why must ghost be a female? why not a male?
Why must they wear long WHITE dress? Not other colours?
Why must something happened like car accident, during critical time?
Why must the car hit a tree? not a building?
Why must the accident happen on a deserted road ?
Why when the accident happen, there's no cars passing by?
Why when someone is chasing another person, one of them must fall?

Yea, there are so many questions, how come is it like that? Next, There's this show on channel 8 calls "star run". I find it a waste of the tax payers money. It's basically a nonsense show with no meaning behind it, and yes, the money that the celebrity wins goes to them, so where is the money coming from? from the tax payers. even if not so, why must the contestant be a celebrity? ain't they earning more than enough money? Besides, why don't they use it to donate to the people in need then to keep the money for themselves, since they are asking for donation every time? I just find it so dumb the show, celebrity having fun among themselves? so what do we audience gain? nothing, wasting our time watching such a nonsense show.

Talking about charity shows. Lets take NKF for example, Yes i agree that we have to be generous to donate to the needy people. But, look at the prizes they are giving away. Condos, Cars, Credit Cards, Laptop and so on, why don't they use that money to donate to the charity instead of hosting show and asking us to donate. It may seems unlogical to what I'm saying to some people. As I said, this is my view.

Yes, that's my view on TV programmes nowadays, I'm not asking you people not to watch tv and to boycott tv shows, I'm just SHARING my views with you all.

I'll like to thank Claudia for her testimony of her life with Chirst with me. I agree with you that, Jesus is my strength and my friend, even though friends would come and go(some), Jesus would be there for me, and I will continue to grow stronger in his word and to learn more about him. I'll continue to trust Him and to pray for all of you. =)

2005-08-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

Dozing off soon... So tired, Slept at 3am last night and guess what? I manage to wake up at 8 for church, see, it must be another work of GOD, He wants me to go to church to praise and worship him. Anyway, Choir sang today, Willie said it was alright, ok, maybe we could have done better.
I'm so tired, haven get a chance to study for tomorrow's test, argh!

As usual, there was FUN in the church, with all those singing and jokes. Looking forward to every weekend, so that I can go to church, haha. Well, beside that, I'll also have to manage my studies. So, I think during the exams period I'll try not to get too involved in church, well, I'll trust the Lord for that, I'm sure he will guide me through when times comes.

Hmm, anyway, thanks longzhen, I'm alright. Sad also must live, happy also must live, whatever mood I have, I still have to live! So choose to be happy!

Oh well, there's nothing much things to blog today. Hoping for a more interesting week ahead ! Got to study now, byebye

2005-08-13T10:17:00.000+08:00

Oh well... Supposed to be in school right now, but since Josh not going for the class then I also don't want to be left out with the Express students, anyway it's also not compulsory. So it doesn't matter if I turn up or not. Woke up so early, then not going to school, my as well sleep longer right? There's nothing for me to do till afternoon, as usual, I'm going to church! Yea...

Went to church last night for tracting, done two blocks, but it seems so long. Why? Because the block is long... There's three segment to the block with 11 floors each. Had abit of fun talking to people asking them to turn up for church and to learn about the Lord. Pray that whatever tracting we have done would not go in vain, and they would get to know Jesus. Went to meet Mr Steven after tracting to pass him tuition fees. Oh, he's working in OB Singapore, so I caught up with him a little, talked about what he has been doing in OB Singapore. And I passed him a tract too, asking him to go to church, hope he will go to church =)

Alright, just now read something, which I chanced upon, it made me so upset, I don't know why, but I realize the things that I see are either superficial or I don't see them at all. It made me speechless... Sat down for awhile after I read finish those things, I realize something. It seems that I'm lonely. I feel that I'm drifting away from my friends in school, I'm no longer as close with them in school or outside, or have we ever been close? How often do they call me out with them? Basically none. Well, maybe they think I'll be in church, nvm, it's alright. There's so many things which I want to voice out, so many things in my thought, but who would listen to me? Some might think that it's craps. It dwell on me that I'm just a person wearing a mask with a fake smile. Oh well, maybe I could be a clown right? You see, clowns draw big red mouth on their faces, so even if they frown, people can't see them.

So, how many clowns are happy? I think only a handful of them are happy. Lets put ourselves in their shoes, Imagine, you are a clown and people are poking fun of you, disturbing you how would you feel? Yes, maybe you would feel nothing, try doing it for 24/7, 30 days a month, 365 days a year. How would you feel? I'm not very sure, it's your own feeling. Back to the point, I'm not saying that I'm a clown. I just taking it for example.

Anyway, I really feel that I'm drifting away from my friends, or should I say that I'm already away from my friends? I just feel left out. When was the last time I went out with them? Hmm, last last month? As I said, maybe is because they think that I'll be going to church that's why they are not calling me, well, if that's the case, I'll choose to go to church. By the way, the reason I'm going to church is not to meet new girls or what, I go to church to seriously to Serve the Lord, Worship Him and to Praise Him. There's no other reasons I'm going there for.

I really don't know, I'm so lost. Oh well, I'm still glad that I've Jesus as my friend. I know he's there, he has done wonderful works in my life. And it's true! Anyway the point is, I feel that I'm out of place. I've got my own problems, but who to tell it to? It just seems that I'm standing out in the dark alone.

If this has offended you, then I'm sorry. It's my blog, it's my personal space. I've got the right to voice out what I want to say, and everything said here is solely my own point of view. You can't deprive me of my freedom of speech. If you think that I'm writing this is because I want attention or whatsoever reason, then you are totally wrong. I'm writing this because it's my own perspective.

2005-08-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

Haha, blogged halfway through and Mr Ott came to my house. I wrote alot of things in my blog and I decided to delete it and start a new one. Well, it's the work of the Lord, I actually wrote about how i feel about this person, then came Mr Ott, he talked to me about loving thy neighbour(People around you) thats why i decided to start a new one.

Well, he talked to me about being a chirstian and was asking me if i was ready to be baptist and to serve the Lord. Well, i think I should wait and see and see what the Lord has in place for me. We talked about many things and what i happening... Well, God was plans for everything! He talked to my sister about going to church and reading the Bible, hope that she will understand and to go to church =)

Oh well, Prelim was quite bad, wasn't confident at all. There was so little thing to write about the source base and i think i forgot to cross reference to my background knowledge. oh well, Pray that i'll just scrap through the paper. Anyway, tomorrow is chinese, argh, i haven studied at all, i don't even know what to study! I think I'll just read through the book later... =)

Ok, got to go... Trusting the Lord in everything I do..

2005-08-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm back home, sitting on my comfortable chair, in my new clean clothes, and had a good bathe! with my body aching... argh!!

Went to the church today, help to clean up the church, met up with JD at around 0945...Wore the National Camp shirt today, in "rememberance" of the camp which took place One year ago EXCATLY... was orange in colour, should not have worn that shirt, i took the bus, there was this grp of people wearing orange and they were staring at me... lol, i quickly walked away... didn't realise that we were too early and were the first to reach church. Mr Ott has started with the work, helped him continue...

First Job of the day was to carry the potted plants to the middle, second job was to mow the place! argh! that was fun, it was my first time mowing a garden, where can u mow a garden or lawn in a HDB flat ? haha, so JD and I took turns to mow the lawn... Went down to the backyard and there was more to mow! haha, it was like driving a vaccum machine through the lawn, and was fun! Then went on cutting the plants, like gardening, cutting away those unsightly part of the plants with a BIG cutter... Snip Snip and off it went, actually only one snip and it will be gone, so u can imagine how sharp that thing was!

Then came the FUN part, washing and clearing up the drains! the drains was so dirty, with so much mud and dirt, and i found it fun cleaning it, well, maybe guys like being dirty! haha, washed the drain, and cleared up everything , it was so so smelly! and the thing seem choke! haha... sprayed water through, and played with water... getting soaked in sweat and dirt was fun! then something happen, I was talking to willie that my shoes feel so wet after all that washing, after saying that, i fell into the drain! getting it more wetter! oh well oh well, that's part of a day work!

went to delanie's house after that, willie didn't go along, don' t know whats the matter with him, mayb he just disappointed bout somethings... planned to go swimming with melvin, but again, i didn't bring my towel so instead i played badminton... was exciting, playing with melvin was even more exciting, haha... JD was the joke of the game, he couldn't serve the shuttle well.. and lost lots of points, haha... try harder next time! lolz...

watched Phantom Of The Opera at delanie's house, quite nice the show, hooked to the songs... =) so cool, but didn't manage to watch everything finish, cos got to go home, well, it's alright... Oh ya, today i missed the NDP show! cos i was playing badminton, haha, guess i've to watch the repeated one... nvm, at least i get to watch...

Prelims coming in 2 more days and you know what? I HAVEN STUDY FOR IT! argh, i'm gonna make it apoint to study tomorrow! Best Wishes to myself... !

I'm worn out today... think that's all in my mind... hmmm... ok, good night =)

2005-08-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

15 more mins to Sinagpore's 40th Birthday! ( according to the time of post.) Time really flies and wait for no man, it seems like yesterday was just the beginning of the year, i still remember vivdly the first day of the year. And now what? It's August ! And guess what ? 'N' levels are coming soon! Argh...

All right all right, relax, let's see what happened today:

As usual, my mundane lifestyle, went to school, blah blah blah... had a mini parade in school consisting of the SJAB, NCC Boys and Girls, Girl Guides and NPCC. The SJAB was the GOH for this year's parade and the parade commander was Francis from SJAB.

Congratez to NCC(boys) who won this year fainting competiton! The first to faint was from NCC(boys), following up next, taking away the 1st runner-up and the most creative fainting style is the NPCC! The second one to faint was from the NPCC, falling flat on his back making a star with his hands, legs and head. And the Hero of the day goes to.... SJAB! who save and carried away those who faint! haha...

NPCC was cool in their performance today, however, i think last year performance was better! anyway, good job guys! The NCC PDS performed with the Dance group today, the music was too fast for them to catch up, nvm, at least u did your best! Best wishes for tomorrow's performance at Padang!

Went to the hall next, had a few funny concert! haha... had our laughter and fun, everyone was in the mood! singing and clapping... Anwar sang and played SOLO all by himself, i admire his courage boy!

Had NYAA Award Ceremony, hai, that was the lamest Award Presentation I have ever seen! I think the VIPs are bored to death without any performance or whatsoever, just presentation and presentation after and after again, I was wondering, those who are giving away the prizes not tired meh? after so many handshake and standing there for so long ? anyway, halfway through i fell asleep, i was so tired and it was so boring! haha...

Yea, tomorrow is national day, going to school in the morning to give them " motivational talk" haha, abit nonsense la, haha, just want to tell them to do their best! Then i meeting JD after that and we are going to church! haha!

Saw the newspaper and the tv today, macdonald is going 24/7, argh, I'll be bored with mac! haha... anyway, it could be kinda easy for those who are working late at night!

Alright Dudes, I think that's all for today, haven missed out anything yet i think! =)

The time now is 0005 hrs, 090805, Tuesday... SO....... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!!

2005-08-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

Woot! Praise The Lord ! I'm having fun growing up in chirst! haha, there's so much of fellowship together, so much of fun and laughter and not forgetting SONGS ! haha...

This morning went to the Observance Ceremony at White Sands Primary School, quite lame, wasn't as grand as I expected it to be... Hang around there awhile was still quite early for church, took bus 17 to church, then i look at my time, it was so so early, so i decided to go to Eastpoint to have my second breakfast, my first breakfast was in white sands pri school... free ! haha, so i went to eat KFC, then walk to church, just in time for church! Yea... Choir sang today, was nice... enjoyed it. the Joy club sang too, they look so CUTE !! haha...

After church time, wanted to do my work, then gave up the idea since tomorrow not going to pass up anyway, yea, walked around in church, then got called by the band to be their conductor... argh! it was so difficult, i was so freaked out... haha! then had choir practice, today was different, instead of going home after choir practice, i stayed for evening service. Hmm.. learned new things, add to my knowledge for chirst, gonna apply it to my life! yea... brought a tract back home for Jian De... Pray that he will come to church

As usual, bry didn't come to church today, oh well, nvm, I'll pray for him! JD was such a pitiful guy, he was being "bullied" by us since friday... haha, and that will carry on till Tuesday, will be going to church again on Tuesday for National Day Celebration!

Well, to me, my life seems interesting and I'm looking forward to a new day!

Tomorrow is the National Day Celebration in school, will be half-day, pray that the weather would be fine tomorrow morning for the parade segment, can't wait to see the parade, the PDS, dance and last but not least, the FANCY DRILL !!! haha...

Ok, that's all for today... =) Hope to see my friends soon in school and in church! Hip-Hip HOORAY !

2005-08-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yea! Its a weekend, finally! I'm looking forward to weekends every week because of the stress weekdays! Haha, well, have been lazy to blog since 2 Aug. Ok, lets review last week.

As usual, there was Prep exams on Monday and Tuesday. Quite stress cos I nv study at all. School was quite boring, looking forward to weekends and Thursday every week, cos there's PE every Thursday and I love it! haha, get to play games. FLOORBALL ! woot!

Fida had a bad day on Thursday I think, becos of something. She has really been strong and cheerful all this while, but that was the first time I see her so upset and angry, normally when she is angry she would only be angry for a while but on Thursday it was a different thing, thanks to Mrs low who manage to cheer her up in the end. haha, chill Fida!

Friday was fun! Because the next day is Saturday which is today! haha, sabo Jian De say he like one girl from sec 3, then he so pai seh, sorry Jian De, lolz... now the whole class seems to know who he likes, lol. Yesterday had NYAA rehearsal in the afternoon, quite boring, first time going to a NYAA award ceremony, last yr didn't went cos i went to National Camp, excitied about monday! Talking bout National Camp, i had a dream about it, i dreamt that the National Camp send me an Email asking me to help in this yr National Camp, but this yr no National Camp, only once every two years. The dream was dumb right ? But it seems so real, how I wish I can go and help out.

Yesterday went to help out in church, had fun in church, lolz, went tracting after that. Melvin had to do the powerpoint slide, so pitiful, trying to help him in some way or other. Had so much of fun, then after that went for dinner with JD. Today went church again, wanted to invite Jian De along, but his parents don't allow him to go, Praying that he will be able to come church soon. Guess what ? Yesterday Willie was printing the patch book for today about 15, then today, when he about to start lesson, the original book came!

Yea, Tomorrow is Observance day at White Sands Primary School, going to take alook at the parade, then rushing to church. Choir will be singing tomorrow, was kinda last mintue thing, Joy club will be singing some song also.

Called someone, called was hang up, I don't know what's happening k. Feel so sad! haiz.. Well. trust the Lord of it... Haiz

Week Ahead:

Going church on Tuesday to celebrate National Day! Yea... Monday half day of school but after school still got NYAA Award Ceremony. Wednesday planning to go JB with church for bowling, see first, Prelim coming right up on Thursday and Friday, have not full prepare for it, pray that I'll be able to sum up everything!

This entry abit long la, got so much thing to say! lolz... okie, I'm going to give this a striking colour so that Yati would be able to see it ! =)

P.S - Colours specially DEDICATED TO YATI !!! Wahaha !

2005-08-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

Argh! So many things happened today.

Have been abit of stress lately,

Prep Exams and such, well what to do?

The teachers do so much of things for

us just to prepare us for the major exams.

Let's just thank them alright?

Well, today English class was in a bad mood,

or kinda bad. Mrs Henry cried today,

first time I see that, she used to strong.

Maybe is because of the stress she's taking.

Anyway, pray that she will be alright

and able to manage her stress. =)

SY and JX quarrelled in class today,

adding to her stress.

But, we manage to cheer her up again! haha...

Yea, Had my hair cut today, looks the same to me,

Just cut thinner only, but still same length, Haha!

Called someone just now, but the person just say

busy and later call me back, just as I expected,

the call nv came, what can I say ? Haiz

Forget it la, I don't care liao.

Ok, got to study soon, Ciaoz

2005-07-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

Woot! There's a Physics Prep Exams tomorrow and i practically forgot bout it till I check my handbook. Great! now have to do some mugging through the night again! Homeworks halfway done, Prep exams haven study. This is so dead!

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZAHIAH! Have been celebrating birthday this week, lols. Who's birthday is next week ??? Want me to celebrate ?

Ya, today as usual went to church, Bry. came to church today! Praise The Lord! Glad that He came back. Mr Ott asked who wants to go tracting with him every Friday, no one going, guess I and Mel going to help him every Friday. Think I'm going down every Friday to help prepare for Sunday. Pray that I've got the time, and knows time management... Well, I'll trust in the Lord for that.
Ya, things still left unchanged after two weeks, what can I do ? Nothing! I seems to be invisible, it seems that my presence are ignored ! I'm totally lost, I don't know what to do.

11 MORE DAYS to first paper of prelims... Not quite yet ready. Guess have to do more notes and reading! I'm going to start counting down from today !

Anyway, I think I won't be blogging for sometime, lets stop and concentrate on my studies first, I'll blog when I'm free. =)

Countdown Timer : 11 MORE DAYS TO PRELIMS !

2005-07-30T11:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LONGZHEN ! For the past few days celebrated alot of birthday. Tomorrow will be Zahiah! Hahah! Last night went out with Jansen, went to beach road, each of us bought a bag. Bought birthday present for longzhen also. Then went to give it to her last night, cos today we can't go out with her, so sorry leh... Anyway, I hope you like your present. Thanks for the lolipop too ! haha ...

2005-07-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

Yea! Finally weekends are here, have been waiting for long. Sang two birthday songs today, one for Mrs Low, another one for Walter. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ALL ! anyway, I'm going to buy a new bag later with jansen, don't know if i should buy not, quite ex, then want to save money also... haiz, later then see first la ...

2005-07-27T14:11:00.000+08:00

Argh! This is killing me! Today just received our Prelim Exams timetable, and the first paper is just 2 weeks away! I still can't believe it ! I'm like totally still not prepared for it! I'm gonna start mugging now. Nothing much interesting happen during the week, quite bored in class... Oh ya! today was SAIDI's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAIDI! sang 3 times of birthday song for him and made him say his speech twice. Hope he was touch ! okie, let's start STUDYING NOW !

2005-07-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

Things may not be as good as it seems to be, well... let's just look on the brightside of life! Thanks to Belinda made me happy, was at first kinda moody, wasn't in the mood to do anything.. Ya, then drew a photo of us... (scroll down)

Things are still the same, troubled by some personal stuff, no one knows, except God, and myself. Trusting the Lord for his guidence.

Had my 'N' level oral today, alright, still not too bad although i think i fare badly in it... Pray that it will be alright. = )

This week seems to have so many test, my eyes are cross, seems so stress! well, I did some work in school, guess i gonna do it everyday till the end of the year, my only place to study, hmmm, not a bad place though.

2005-07-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

Nice? A "photo" of Belinda and Me

2005-07-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

Great! So now, what does it mean? You left me confused. I don't know what to say. You just seems so cold towards me. So now what, what do you except me to do. Do I look like someone who can really read your mind and know what you want me to do? Come on, tell me what you want, I'm so upset everyday... I'm so confuse! Please, if there's anything, can you like just tell me instead of avoiding me? I talked to you today, you turned a deaf ear to me. I really don't what what kind of relationship I have between you and me now. Give me an answer. Let's just take this as a testing from the Lord, and I'll trust him..

Tomorrow is 'N' level MT oral, well, I'm prepared, prepared to fail. Nothing much to practise for oral, but anyway, I'll just read through passage given by Ms Lee. Practice the fluency, Pray that the Lord will guide me through.

Well, Bry didn't turn up for church today, glad that Veena came yesterday. Continue to pray for them.

Prelims are coming soon, time to study, com abit down still can use, maybe is telling me to stop playing and study. Melvin offered to burn for me WE 8 then can play online, but no thanks. Wait till my 'N' level is over. Have to suffer now and enjoy later.

Had an argument with SY last night, sorry, for being so unreasonable. Hope that forgive me. Anyway, I was in bad mood last night... Not because of SY. My mood hasn't been good this few days, sorry guys if i offended you all.

Ok, I'm gonna put some seriousness in my work already. No more playing!

Dear Lord,

I'll like to thank you for providing us with safe journey and good weather today, that we are able to gather as a congregation to know about your word, to get to understand you better, and to worship you. I like to pray for Bry and Veena that they will keep their faithfulness in your word, that you would lead them back to the right path. Continue to keep them coming to church and to worship you. Lord, I seek your guidence in guiding me to overcome the troubles that I'm facing. I also like to pray for tomorrow's 'N' Level, that you would guide us and bless us. We put our trust in your hands.

In Jesus Name, Amen

2005-07-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

Just came back from church, and my saturday is just going like that *Snap*. Wonder why my i can't tag my tagboard, sorry guys if I didn't reply. Stackie, who are you.. ?
Anyway, somethings still remain unchange, well, like that is like that lor, since u want it this way, what else can I do right ? Hope it will turn for the better ... = )

2005-07-23T12:36:00.000+08:00

Change my blogskin... This blogskin seems familiar,

I don't know where I've seen this before.

I know is from a blog belongs to someone else,

not very sure...

Ok, later going to church in the afternoon...

Pray that the weather would be fine,

seems like it is going to rain...

Weekend homework not done yet. =(

Think I'm going to do it tonight, try to finish it.. haha

Dear Lord,

I'll like to pray that you would provide us

with good weather today.

I also like to pray for the drivers

that you give them journey mercy

that they would bring people to church.

Pray that people would turn up to get to know you,

to learn more about you.

I like to pray for your guidence

over some matter,

that you would help me overcome the troubles

Lord. Continue to bless us us we put our trust in you.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen

2005-07-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

I'm so upset... =(
220705, how much does this date meant to you ? did u ever bother? Where were you when i needed you most? where have you gone to? Is there any problem? You just dont seem to care... Have been trying to contact you, but, did u reply ? have you ever thought how i would feel? 220705, the day which i looked forward to, but u made it into a disappointment for me. I don't know what to say, I'm so SPEECHLESS by ur actions. You seems that you vanished into thin air, you just walked out of my life without telling me anything, leaving me confuse and upset. I'm so confuse over of what I should do. I felt totally L-O-S-T !

Dear Lord,

Thank you for this obstacle you have given, Lord, guide me through in times of trouble, I put my trust that you will do the right thing for me. In Jesus name I pray, Amen

2005-07-21T15:06:00.000+08:00

Matthew 5:44-45 - But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you. That ye maybe the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh the sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sendeth rain on just and on the unjust.

Ma 18:35 - So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses

Luke 17:3 - Take heed to yourself: if thy brother trespasses against thee, rebuke him; and if he repent , forgive him

Something unpleasant happened yesterday, which I found out today. ( It isn't the Finger twisting incident) Something that made me so upset or angry. I don't know who did that. I wanted to start scolding and shouting, then i remembered Matthew 22:39 " And the second is like unto it, Thou shall love thy neighbor as thyself. " So instead of shouting, I sat there quietly. I prayed to God, to guide me to what I should do. He answered my prayer! PRAISE THE LORD! By the way, I'm sorry if I showed attitude to you today.

Thursday, 210705, one week has pass, no calls, no message, no email, no tag, no contact. What excatly has happen ? I really want to know why? If you are reading this, contact me please tell me what happen... Ok ?

Today was suppose to head to Amoy Quee Camp for my Supernumerary Training. Thought had Physics remedial after school, so I decided not to go. But in the end Physics was cancelled. My friends also not going, so I think i also don't want to go, haha. Looking forward to 20 Aug Supernumerary gathering at HQ. Hope I'll be able to make it that day. This coming Sunday going SAFTI for this Officer ceremony. RSM say quite interesting. Going with the others Supernumerary. Don't worry, I'll still be going to church in the morning!

Something bad really happen that made Shikin upset. Don't worry Shikin your sis going to be alright, I'll pray for her...

Basically, that's almost what i want to say, if you don't like what I've blogged, Keep the comments to yourself. I will really appreciate that =)

Dear Lord,
Thank you Lord for providing us with good weather for PE today, Thank you Lord for guiding me to do the right things today. Thank you Lord, for doing great and wonderful works in my life Lord. I'll like to pray for Shikin's sister, that u will do great works in her life Lord, pray that the sister will be alright. Lord, Continue to watch over her and to bless their family. I also like to pray for those who those who are still childish by writing those stuff Lord, pray that you bring them back to the right path, pray that you would show them guidence, Lord. Dear Lord, as we put the rest of our days in your trust Lord, that you will bless us and lead us.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen

PRAISE THE LORD !!!

2005-07-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

It's been a almost a week,

no news, no calls...

where have you been ?

Call me asap.. pls!

2005-07-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

Good Afternoon, I'm No_side reporting live from channel no-side89.com
Thank you for tuning in. Now lets see the highlights of the week

No calls from someone yet
Prep. Exams in school
Computer down
Finger Twisting Incident
NCC Day Parade

No Calls

It has since been a week now, and i haven recieve any call from someone. Tried all ways and means of reaching her but to no avail. Please call me back if you see this.

Lets proceed to the second highlight of the day

Prep Exams

It's being reported that Prep. exams have kept students up to the neck.Reports from PRCS says " Prep exams really do us good, although is alittle bit too serious and stress " commented edison from PRCS.

Computer down

Due to technical faults, my computer has not been able to use till now.

Finger Twisting

Happened in the class of sec 4/3 at around 1200hrs. Victim was ME! Suspect was .... The feeling was pain, it almost broke off my fingers .

NCC Day Parade

The NCC Day Parade was held on 17 July, 1630hrs at SAFTI MI. Lots of people turned up for the event. It was quite fun! During the parade I was like talking jokes and spotting out for my friends. Glad that they turn up! Praise the Lord for providing us with good weather... !

Thank you for tuning in to Channel no-side89.com I'm No_side reporting Live from the Studio.

Dear Lord,

Thank you for guiding us through the week.
Thank you for the testing you have given to us. I'll like to pray that she will answer me call soon , it's getting me worried. Lord, as we go out to study later in the day, pray that you will give us safe journey and that you will watch over us. pray that whatever we study will, be remembered Lord, as we trust the rest of the day to your hands In Jesus name i pray, Amen

2005-07-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

Great! Praise the Lord ! Tomorrow is saturday, the long awaited day! Going school for physics in the morning, afternoon going church. Yea~ Finally, i can take a break, phew! Quite alot of homework during weekends, pray that i'll finish soon. Sunday is the day! NCC day! Yea... Can't wait for the parade... haha. hope the weather will be fine on sunday!

Dear Lord,

Thanking for guiding us through the week Lord,

thank you for giving us safety.

I'll like to pray for Joy club,

Patch Club and the youth,

that there will be a good number

of people turning up and to learn more about you Lord.

I'll like to pray that you will give us

safety to church tomorrow Lord.

I also like to pray for this coming sunday,

that you will provide us with good weather

and good health Lord.

Thank you once again for your guidence, Lord.

In Jesus name i pray, Amen

2005-07-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

Yea! Uploaded the Song

" Here I am Lord " ...

Have been wanting to upload it,

but i don't know how.

All thanks to Marie,

who taught me how to upload songs..

Hope you'll enjoy this song...

PRAISE THE LORD !

2005-07-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

okie, here i am blogging. Why ? Because i'm so bored. there's nth much to do except study and online. Past two days, nothing interesting happen, no unusual stuff, nothing special. my like is so mundane. Day in day out , doing the same thing, can't something more interesting happen ? My life is so dull, that's why my blog colour also dull.. C'mon lets add some Colours to my life! make it interesting and colourful.
Ok, yesterday we did SRA after school. Guess what? I lost touch in SRA. It been so long since i did SRA. The last time was.. Hmm, 2nd week of june , last day of school ? haha, how long was it ? About a month plus. Did my hair cut today, i dun like it. i feel so weird in it. haha. Somethings just make me so lost and confuse. I don't know if i'm thinking too much or what, hope not ..Congratez to Jansen, he just got a new phone and he seems so happy about it. Take care of your phone..
4 more days to NCC day parade. feel so excited, can't wait for that day to come, wonder how will it be like. Well.. Thats like 4 more days, so in the mean time lets study! haha...

Dear Lord,

Thank you Lord for watching over us faithfully everyday.

Lord, continue to guide me in my life, and bring me out of confusion. I'll like to pray for this coming sunday, that you provide us with good weather lord, that the parade might still be able to go on. Pray for those who are invovled in the parade, that you might give us good health and to take care ourselves lord. Pray for those who are sick lord, that u might bless them with speedy recovery lord. Thank your lord for your guidence and that we'll continue to trust in you. In Jesus name i pray, Amen

2005-07-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

Monday is over ! Had monday blues,

quite tired in class, slept during physics lesson

as mr colin was not in school today.

Then during chinese class,

ms lee did oral revision with those O lvl students

leaving us with nothing to do!

We ended up being more productive by talking,

instead of sitting there doing nothing.

Talking is some form of work done right ?

so isn't it productive cos work is done ? lolz.

started on revision today, i think is quite late already.
Mrs Henry lost the Brown level of the SRA kit, wonder who took it?

Pray that she will find it back soon...

Practically, there wasn't much of happening today. Quite bored

Dear Lord,

I'll like to pray for Mrs Henry that she'll find back

the Brown Level cards ASAP,

so that she won't get scolding from Mr Ong Lord.

We seek your blessing as you keep us safe

from harm or dangers Lord,

that you'llkeep a watchful eyes upon us Lord.

Pray for those who are sick that Lord

you give them your blessings that they might recover soon.

In Jesus name i pray, Amen

2005-07-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

Phew! Back from NCC day rehearsal, didn't have a time to go to church today, i miss the choir singing, but thanks to sharmain i can hear it over the phone... haha. Today i think like abit waste of time. Went to HQ at 8 plus, did nothing till 10 plus then headed for SAFTI. Realise there was no food for us and had to go to canteen to buy food. Draw arms did wet weather program at Warrior Hall. Then did component training. After that we changed to our full No. 1 wanted to go for a full dress rehearsal. But... it rained ! Thunder and lightning... Nothing could be done, so we waited till 5 plus before the training was decided as cancel. Ok, 17 July, the actual day, hope nothing goes too wrong and that the weather will be fine.. alright, tomorrow is monday, and I've not yet finish my homework, i so tired !

Dear Lord,

Thank you for this day that u had watch over us,
and providing us with a safe journey. Lord, I like to pray that on 17 July
u would still give us your blessing that the weather would be fine Lord.
As we put our faith in your hands Lord, continue to watch over us this week.
In Jesus name I pray, Amen

2005-07-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord,

I seek your blessing to continue to bless us
and watch over us Lord.
Dear Lord, I like to pray for my parents Lord,
that you would be merciful and gracious towards them Lord.
Pray that you continue to bless them and guide them
through in times of troubles Lord.
In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

2005-07-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

Finally, weekdays are over ! Need to have a break soon.

Even though is weekend, there is still much homework to be done!

argh..! 'N' Level coming soon and the teachers are stressing us...
Had my Oral on tuesday, not quite well done.

Oh well, it's all over, there's nothing much i can do.

Lets now concentrate on my written papers...
This coming sunday no time to go to church,

have to go to SAFTI for full dress rehearsal,

pray that I'll be able to finish my homework today and tomorrow...
Anyway, this week was quite bored though,

seems so tired everyday in school, guess i've to change my lifestyle!

2005-07-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

N-Level oral exams is just like tomorrow, how come i'm not worried even though i know I'm not prepared for it ? How come i'm still so relax ? Is LESS THAN 2 months to PRELIMS ! and... and... WHAT AM I DOING ?! STILL IN MY LALA LAND ! GET OUT OF THERE! what am i thinking ? still playing... ? NO way.. I'm gonna get to sec 5 and do my O's... That'll require a little bit of effort... Well, was the study log card for when is still ZERO hours ! come on, make full use of that card Edison!

2005-07-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

Well... great, nth happen much today, stayed at home and do my homework but slept most of the time. Back to school tomorrow, yea.....!!!!

2005-07-04T10:01:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys, haven been blogging for the past two days(Saturday and Sunday). Comp. was down. Anyway, during this two days i was also quite busy. Haha, Saturday we had NCC training at SAFTI MI, I didn't realise it untill yati told me in the morning that it was at SAFTI, i thought it was at Amoy Quee Camp. Anyway, the training was fun, made new friends. After that suppose to take cab back, and me going to church and my other friends going to their school, but in the end, LTC Colin Wong send me to tampines, then he went to the school of my the other friends. Just imagine, my friends arriving with the VIP. lolz, He was the VIP for the event in my friend's school. Ok, thats all for Saturday.
Now, Sunday. As usual, went to church in the morning, had tution in the evening, but sunday night, Mdm Liu, went back to china. Ex-2/4 went to sent her off, not only us, teachers, students from Sec 5 and 4 also went, we look like one big gang chasing after some kind of superstar. lolz, talking bout stars, we saw Michelle Chia with her boyfriend i think in the airport. Then for a moment, all the attention was turned to her. lolz, okie, back to Mdm Liu. I think she's sad, she's going back to china, and when she check in, she had excess baggage that amount up to 200 plus i think, then somethings she cannot bring back. When she was about to leave for the Departure Gate, she was like walking so fast, cos' so much time was wasted in checking in. After her departure, we went to Central 24hrs to eat dinner, talk and eat, reached home at about 1 plus.
I'm done with my summary of Sunday.

2005-07-04T09:55:00.000+08:00

ok... i change blogskin again. This time credits to Jansen and Sharmain. Jansen found the blogskin and Sharmain done it for me. Thanks guys...

2005-07-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

I'm back blogging again! Credits to JANSEN! He help me find this blogskin, thanks bro...